the spike in your espresso

Hey guys, I work for this awesome tech start-up company called PadSquad (www.padsquad.com) and we tablet optimize desktop sites for FREE. This means we reformat websites so that mobile readers will have a more enjoyable and engaging experience on the site.

We’re one of a kind and I was hoping that since I have 228 followers, I could get some re-blogs in hopes that people with big sites would be interested and reach out. We are looking for sites with 500K PVM to work with us. If interested in tablet-optimizing your site, please email me at eleanorriggby@gmail.com and we can move the conversation to my work email after some correspondence. I just don’t want spam on my work email.

Thanks to anyone that re-blogs! I am the community manager, so I am open to any and all questions! Thanks :)

oh, to rant. here’s a rant for ya. it’s fucking hot. thank goodness for my family dollar shitty fan, i woke up in a comatose of perspiration. summer came and hit us in the face! all at once, it was summer again. i’m very excited, however, because i have a rooftop that i can lay on and eat $1.50 tacitos. that’s a pretty sweet deal. this will be a most grateful post because i woke up today feeling different. i felt very free and relaxed. i felt that although things don’t feel as they should- they just are and that’s what is most important. society trudges us through the mud with terms and ideas and societal understandings and honestly, what the fuck? what i experience will never be the same exact experience as someone else’s. no matter how alone you feel, no matter how much the world feels like it’s rolling in on you like a letter in a bottle sailing out to a place where nothing exists and everything is grey…you still have your own company. you can learn to love yourself. in between all the times that are the most challenging, frightening, heartbreaking——-anything, you still have yourself and do you know how fascinating humans are? because we are. 

hey, this will be a written post. a lot is happening. it’s like, the post-anxiety of the initial anxiety of all good things that could potentially turn for the worst. i know my mindset isn’t the best of mindsets but at least i’m honest with myself and don’t live in a dreamworld full of confetti and celebration for things that actually do end one way or another. life is all about keeping things that we know won’t stay. all the big news things in my world are bigger than anything i’ve ever known or anything i’ve ever held onto and i’m trying to balance a lot of different sides of myself in different worlds: professional world, social world, and romantic world. it’s all a matter of what means more and working on the one thing that has more a chance of staying and i suppose that’s the hardest thing, to confess to yourself that one of these things will be gone sooner than the rest. expectations are on the rise, and although i don’t have to worry about writing papers or filling out exams, i have time to worry about what else i should possibly be doing, who did i tell i would see today? should i ask him to keep coming over or is that being excessive? should i pick up an instrument? maybe i should start writing a lot again, maybe i should take those personal training classes at the gym…so. much. space. to. wonder. now. 

good bye!