A little rant: lately, I have not been myself. I do not keep in touch with my friends and I have been having the worst panic attacks I’ve ever had. I wish I could apologize to some of my best friends whom I’ve neglected recently, I feel like I am losing myself a little bit. I’m slowly trying to regain the confidence and the stability to keep in touch and water the relationships I have with those around me. I just hope I am forgiven. I would apologize and not post this on Tumblr which seems really stupid, but I don’t have the time; in my brain or in actuality. My life is one big closing gap and I have no idea what I am keeping in it.
Last night I slept for fourteen hours, everything stopped being happy around eight o clock. Yesterday I was full of color, I hugged a couple of my friends. This morning I am hoping to make you worry, I feel badly for just ordering a black coffee.
Last night I decided to give up, I slept with…
New poem I posted on my poetry blog. Or, a poem revisited I should say. Please like/share/reblog if you wish.
So when people leave, I’ve learned the secret: let them. Because, most of the time, they have to.
Let them walk away and go places. Let them have adventures in the wild without you. Let them travel the world and explore life beyond a horizon that you exist in. And know, deep down, that heroes aren’t qualified by their capacity to stay but by their decision to return.
To be so strong that nothing
can disturb your peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity
to every person you meet.
To make all your friends feel
that there is something in them
To look at the sunny side of everything
and make your optimism come true.
To think only the best, to work only for the best,
and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others
as you are about your own.
To forget the mistakes of the past
and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful countenance at all times
and give every living creature you meet a smile.
To give so much time to the improvement of yourself
that you have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear,
and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
To think well of yourself and to proclaim this fact to the world,
not in loud words but great deeds.
To live in faith that the whole world is on your side
so long as you are true to the best that is in you.
“It’s not that people can’t love you if you don’t love yourself. It’s that you won’t feel it because it’ll always seem like you don’t deserve it.”—But It’s Not a Matter of Deserving (#53: January 11, 2014)