the spike in your espresso

miss my best friend Christina Karykous with all of my heart. These days could be so much better knowing that she was in proximity to me. I thought I’d be okay without her- I really, really did. Or maybe I was just thinking about it so much to the point where I could truly believe it but it’s not true. I want her back. I want my best friend back! I want someone to talk to who knows me and the way I go about things and to tell me that I’m being dramatic and stuff.

I love her.
I’m empty without her.

But it’ll feel that much better when I finally see her again.

I hope she always remembers how much I love her and I hope she doesn’t find another Claudia.

First love: I have never had a first love.

First kiss: I was dating this boy Mychal, and I was 14 years old. We went to the movies and sat in the very back like 14 year olds do when they have a boyfriend/girlfriend. There we kissed. It was an awful kiss but it was a kiss.